Well today marks a big day. For it is one year. OH MY! Paul and i have been an item-ish sort of thing for a whole year now. He makes me happy and i love him. Sometimes he is stupid and wants to leave me for a boat filled with men, but i often change his mind. lol. I can still remember the day where i convinced him that he wanted me. It all started with a gay starwars joke, so it would be ironic if he left me for them, but i digress....lol

I can also remember the day i kicked my charm on and made him kiss me and the day that i convinced him to ask me out. So therefore this day is celebrating me and my accomplishments......almost like everyday except for with presents. lol. I got paul something to make him feel like he has done something too, i know he'll like it and all.

But now i have to go finish them up, so more later.

New cell phone, but i am not putting it up here b/c that is unsafe.
So ask for it and i can give it to you some time.

Later

"Freedom's just another word for nothing left to loose"

-Janis Joplin

If that is true, then i am a slave. Every once and awhile I realize that things are amazing and that i could never live withouth everything that i have. I have a wonderful boyfriend, who makes me SO happy. And I will soon be the Thespian president and i am SO excited about that. And I know that whoever gets on the board will do an amzing job. And I have had a wonderful example with everyone on it this year, I just hope that i will make them proud. And everyonce and awhile i get frightened that some horrible travesty will take all of this away from me. I guess it is just my half-full-philosophy. Ug! But i guess that is no way to exist in life.

I took the MPI test yesterday. I was frightened and scared. I think i did horrible. But I Mrs. Sparks talked to me today and she asked how i felt about the test. I told her that i had gotten frightened. And the way she said that i had just gotten scared made it sound like i didnt do as well as she would have liked me too. So i dunno.

Love you everyone,
Thanks for your votes. lol

Had districts over the weekend.....placed 5th in the district. We went pretty far. We went 4-1. The only one that we lost was in the final round. Not too bad. Always next year.

Paul wasnt at school on Friday....everyone asked me where my boy was. So I guess we are a couple then, If I cant go one day w/o him and have people questioning me. Sad....But i guess that means we are a couple then. Oh my. lol

Paul is having a surgery on Wednesday.
I feel so bad b/c i cant be there when he goes in. Guess i am a horrible gee fee. what ev.

one acts are in less then one month and i dont have my lines down. ug.

well later

Okay, okay. I am updating. Jr. Prom was last night. The music did suck, but i danced anyways. lol But after awhile Paul and I went into the hallway and made Maddie and Brian dance on the stage with us. lol. I really loved my dress..... This isnt the best picture of it, but oh well. Paul looked absolutley wonderful. I swear he is so handsome. We went with Ryan, Steph, Nick and Chloe. Everyone was so pretty. And i had so much fun. I love you Paul. I am glad i went and that i had fun.

More pics....

Here we are being dramatic...lol My sister and her friend wanted in the pics...

OMG ! WHAT is the guy DOING???? lol

True gothic America...lol, the farmer picture

OH MY!

lol...nuff said

Bad picture taker, but good picuture..

Oh, so dramatic.....lol